lately i just get to feeling really sad and down. because i feel unwanted and unneeded. i feel like i don't fit in. i feel like i'm that wierd physco girl. because i am. at jr. high acceptance is a hard thing. you don't want to be a burden on anyone, you don't want to be anyones chore. you just want people to love you for who you are....
you know those days when you wake up and look in the mirror, and negitive thoughts instantly come into your mind? you start putting yourself down? those are the days you know will be hard days. you instanty know then it's gonna be a long day full of saddness and insecurity.
thats why on those days i wear a favorite shabby apple dress like camps elysees.
i wear it with white and gold pin stripped tights, navey socks coming out of my combat boots.
or i wear my vintage inspired skirt that heather sewed with yellow tights, stripped socks, and my ancestor shoes.
because then i might just feel cute. and i might get more complimants. and complimants make for a good day.